when love and hate collide...

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I am the type of the girl who will not be survive the LDR for more than 6 months , I guess... because it feels so fake when you did not meet someone for that long.. the feeling dissapears over time....

That is why now I'm single.

The fact is currently I am thinking what happened with this human brain... ( by the means human = my brain).
I keep falling in love with the bad guy, logically we are not supposed to be together by all means.
But it happens again and again until I am tired of myself....
WHY???

The reason why I feel tired is because when I do fall in love, I become so stupid, doing things I shouldn't do, allow him hurt myself.... while others are waiting for me patiently.. understanding me and try to comfort me...
Why does my feeling can not feel the way my brain thinks?

SO tired....

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