Living in The Present Happiness

For more than 30 years I live in this world, there is one thing that I know for sure that I never doubt. I love my parents very much. Wise men said that the love of a mother is indefinite long, while a child's love is as long as a stick. It's more famous as an idiom in Indonesian language. As time goes by, I now can live a convenient life, I have my own money, I can travel around the world and I have freedom. My hobby is to think or plan for my parents : what should I buy them as a gift? where should we have a vacation ? what do they like? etc etc I feel like I am being a good and dream daughter already. (on my opinion) A month ago, so I flew to my home country to visit my parents. It was a long-awaited holiday for me as the work in the office has been a bit too much, so I needed a well-deserved break. Tropical countries have never been my favourite destination for relax, as I get inconvenient in a hot weather, but my favourite people are there, so Air conditioned ro...

The air smells different It's the time of the year again where all the leaves fall... where all the green turns in to red... where all the freeze starts to breeze.. The mind wants to say no, but this heart can't say so... Work must be done, just like the water has to crawl down.. Can I just stay still, without telling that I am being ill? Can time have some mercy, for not being so uncanny? Imagine where, people are facing the sun with a smile, knowing that somewhere out there the sun is not hostile, immeasurably. Life is worth living for when you know you are in a safe place, without worrying if someone close to you is ready to stab you. Because no one deserves to be hostile, just because one fall in the meanwhile. autumn breeze

For some people, living in this world is so hard to do. For introverts, this world is too noisy. For extroverts...? I don't know because I am not one, maybe you all need more energy from us? However, I realise that this world owes nothing to us. We owe them instead. So nobody is obliged to be kind to you. If some people hurt you, and you hurt them back, do you think it is equal? I do not think so. I do not think deep inside our pure heart, hurting others can feel our pain. It can generate more pain for ourself. Whenever people do bad things to me, it hurts of course. But I try to remember that hurting them back does not worth my peaceful mind. I did this many times, not because I was too noble. Just because I did not have any other options and voodoo was not an option at that time. So I let it go... Somehow I think the universe works perfectly fair. They give me a better one. When someone tried to steal my job,  I let him take it, I got a better offer instead,...

Notes: I am only 30 years old today, so please lower your expectation to get the answer from this green kid. My last post before this was about how I bragged about Sweden and now I am in Luxembourg, with my husband in a new-modern-spacious-homy apartment. Life is that funny! I am a married woman now, currently I have not worked yet. so I have been a housewife for more than 10 days now. I concluded quickly that being an at-home-housewife is tough, really really tough. You wake up before your husband, to sleep again after he leaves... You need to be creative to find what to cook every day... You need to think hard, what kind of movies you will watch,what time you will have a nap... Really really hardwork! For me, being at home like this is the most challenging job in the world. My body is uncomfortable and my mind is not on the right track. Human is made to move, think and feel alive! No offence, this is just a personal opinion of mine. Peace!