Jealous with Ease
To be honest, I am living a life that is not in trend.
Life in trend that I know is :
when at 25 you already have married,
with a young man from a rich family,
to celebrate a big big wedding party with more than a half guests you don't even know,
then happily ever after.
(honeymoon, get birth, being a jobless housewife, travelling around the world, with nice branded bags)
I am not even close with that.
At 25, this life right now was exactly what I wanted to be. (does it mean that I am living my dream now?)
But now, I started to rethink again...
Their life looks so easy, no responsibilities of jobs, of life, because her husband will take care of everything, your only job is to be a mom and to be pretty.
isn't it fun?
Meanwhile me :
working fro 8-5 sometimes with overtime,
dealing with some hard people that make my life difficult,
I have to clean the house,
do the laundry alone,
feeling lonely and tired sometimes,
being responsible of other people as well.
How does it sound?
Then I thought that I chose the wrong path, if I should just following what other people (girls) do, my life might be much much easier.
then I got into this conversation with my friend:
she suggested me to analyze better.
Those things that are easy, we will not be happy with them, think about this :
if you have 1 billion US$, would buy a hermes birkin bag give you an ultimate satisfaction? You can easily buy hundreds of them ?
When is the marathon player can taste the best water in the world?
The best glass of water of a marathon runner is the first glass where he needs it the most.
the second glass, the third glass, the forth etc are does not matter anymore.....
then he/she got sick of water....
I think that hit me on the bull's eye.
My life is always full of struggle. It was never an easy one, since my parents are not the richest parents in the world, my standard is high so I should be responsible for that on my own, sometimes I should be responsible with theirs as well.
Did I feel jealous? it's a lie if I said no.
But I think life has granted me lessons that I need, satisfaction that I thirst and adrenaline that makes me feel alive.
Apparently, some of them got jealous of my life.
I guess jealous is the basic human trait, because we are just social creatures. :)
Life in trend that I know is :
when at 25 you already have married,
with a young man from a rich family,
to celebrate a big big wedding party with more than a half guests you don't even know,
then happily ever after.
(honeymoon, get birth, being a jobless housewife, travelling around the world, with nice branded bags)
I am not even close with that.
At 25, this life right now was exactly what I wanted to be. (does it mean that I am living my dream now?)
But now, I started to rethink again...
Their life looks so easy, no responsibilities of jobs, of life, because her husband will take care of everything, your only job is to be a mom and to be pretty.
isn't it fun?
Meanwhile me :
working fro 8-5 sometimes with overtime,
dealing with some hard people that make my life difficult,
I have to clean the house,
do the laundry alone,
feeling lonely and tired sometimes,
being responsible of other people as well.
How does it sound?
Then I thought that I chose the wrong path, if I should just following what other people (girls) do, my life might be much much easier.
then I got into this conversation with my friend:
she suggested me to analyze better.
Those things that are easy, we will not be happy with them, think about this :
if you have 1 billion US$, would buy a hermes birkin bag give you an ultimate satisfaction? You can easily buy hundreds of them ?
When is the marathon player can taste the best water in the world?
The best glass of water of a marathon runner is the first glass where he needs it the most.
the second glass, the third glass, the forth etc are does not matter anymore.....
then he/she got sick of water....
I think that hit me on the bull's eye.
My life is always full of struggle. It was never an easy one, since my parents are not the richest parents in the world, my standard is high so I should be responsible for that on my own, sometimes I should be responsible with theirs as well.
Did I feel jealous? it's a lie if I said no.
But I think life has granted me lessons that I need, satisfaction that I thirst and adrenaline that makes me feel alive.
Apparently, some of them got jealous of my life.
I guess jealous is the basic human trait, because we are just social creatures. :)
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