Spring and what it will bring...

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Flower stars to bloom, but the weather in Stockholm is not warm enough for me to just wear my spring collection. I have to admit that actually I still need my winter clothes recently.
But the sakura in Kungstragården cant wait to show their charm already!

Am I in Japan?? No!!! This is Stockholm!

Kimono girl in Stockholm

That was my first time to see körsbärsblomning in Sweden. And apparently there was a Japanese culture day during my visit, so i try a Kimono and walked around wearing it. Some people asked for a photo together with me though...hahaha I felt pretty impressed with Kimono, took me 15 minutes to finished wearing it with the help of two Japanese ladies. But I didnot feel cold at all even without wearing jacket with just two layers of it! 

Spring is the time when everything starts fresh. 
New hopes....new lives....new colors...
It is a sign for us to start fresh again for the whole life and get cheerful and colorful again.
I try to do that. One thing that worries me alot recently, I think I have managed it well. :)

About my relationship,
I used to thinking that long distance relationship never works with me.
Having a relationship with someone who lives thousand miles away from you is just impossible. There were times when you need to sit beside him and share the love together.

but I think I was wrong.
It is never the distance that is the problem. But the end of the road that we never see is what makes me tired.If together weare heading to the same direction. I think it will be worth it. SInce finding someone who accepts me for however I am, is not easy. :)

I hope start from this beautiful spring, I will face the world with a brighter smile. I cant wait for what spring   will bring for me.

Welcome Spring!
Location: Stockholm, Sweden

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