Living in The Present Happiness

Sometimes we never realize how much we have changed until one of our closest person woke us up. I think everybody who knows me clearly understand how much I love Sweden since the first time I came here. He said that I was struck by a disease called "Stockholm Syndrome". I heard it before but I am not really sure, so I searched again. the first hit you will find in Google probably be on this link: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stockholm_syndrome But in summary, here is a simple sentence that could sum it up: "Stockholm was a unique situation. It occurred at around the time when we were starting to see more hostage situations and maybe people didn't want to take away something that we might see again." ( http://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-22447726 ) Yeah, probably he was right. When I stepped back and think about that, what the hell I am doing here actually. I am 10,000km away from my blood family whom always take care of me very well!!! I had to break u...

I like to share some memorable part of my life on facebook. I just want to remember that moment,without any intentions to show off or anything bad. not at all. based on several comments, i got this feeling that some of my facebook friends got the idea that my life is so beautiful, perfectly beautiful. Tthis makes me reflect... is it? I believe everything in this world are balancing each other. Means, that if you want something more in one part, you need to put something more on that side. And that something might be something you can earn or sacrifice what you already have. At least there are several things that I find for the price that I have to pay when I am chasing my dreams:  You will feel tired of struggling alone . Nobody understand what you really want. Nobody will really help you to achieve that. there might be several help that you might get on the way. but for the complete process, it is you yourself that will fight for it. It is tiring. sometimes you just wan...