Always choose happiness .... ;D
Many things happened recently.
I moved to a new place.
I dont like to share the details in public, but my comment is.... everything must be happen for a reason.
My auntie got her cancer surgery.
She is really really a tough lady. She is very kind and soft-hearted but life is so hard on her. I pray for her better life, I can not think clearly on how can I help her, because the problem is so complicated and I got a headache whenever i try to think about it.
See the cocky Indonesian people in Stockholm.
I know that not so many people in Indonesia could get the chance to work abroad. so it is a pride. But seeing their behaviour makes me want to throw up. Very very cocky towards other people. Don't they think that they are so damn excellent and the other people are lower from them?
Even my swedish friends and colleagues here are very very open to me, the very different look from them in many ways : skin, eyes, hair, height and languages. but these low quality people treat other people whom come from the same country with them with that attitude. I feel disgusted with their behavior indeed. The people whom I will be far far away with.
I met this beautiful friend in Stockholm.
The best part of it, is I am such a very introvert person, who can't get close easily to people. But I think I have a bigger circle and more open to new people recently, which leads me to find several beautiful friends.... :))
From all those things that happened to me, i can relate three things:
1. Life is not always beautiful.
I have been living in a dream this year. I get whatever I want , even better, then I realize that nobody has that privilege, not even me. I think at first my auntie was just so restless not to fight for her happiness, but when I experienced a difficulties, sometimes it is just happened. You cant do anything. The excitement of being an expatriate slowly decreases. Not because I am not happy with my job, but because my other part of life. It is hard to struggle alone, while you have the options of being a princess at home.
2.But you are allowed to decide which path you will walk.
My auntie has her own reason, her very own reason which make her be able to bear the pain until now and she thinks that it is worth the pain.
I have a great boss in my office, very thoughtful colleagues and I have met this one kind Swedish lady who is very amusing to talk with.
I met Biah in Stockholm, but I think she is really really adorable in many ways. I like her innocent. She is a doctor. I feel so comfortable to be close to her. a rare thing to happen to me.
Not but not least, my father and mother, for their unconditional love towards this naughty daughter.
With all those people in my life, I feel energized to wake up once again, face the problems and kick some ass again.
It is never how much money I have that could empower me, but these people are my biggest energy. and I thank you for that!
I decide to be awesome instead. I think asshole people are everywhere. not the people that we must kill, but we should have our own standard not to go down to their level. be awesome always! :)
3. Always choose happiness.
suffering is inevitable. but what can we do? if we have done the best we can do, then always pick ones that will give you the most happiness. there must be someone out there who will make you feel better.... there is always someplace on this earth where can give a feeling of home somewhere.... there must be! think again! Whatever, whoever, whenever it is...always choose happiness.
May all sentient beings be free from sufferings....
Mettachittena,
Yustine Hendrika
I moved to a new place.
I dont like to share the details in public, but my comment is.... everything must be happen for a reason.
My auntie got her cancer surgery.
She is really really a tough lady. She is very kind and soft-hearted but life is so hard on her. I pray for her better life, I can not think clearly on how can I help her, because the problem is so complicated and I got a headache whenever i try to think about it.
See the cocky Indonesian people in Stockholm.
I know that not so many people in Indonesia could get the chance to work abroad. so it is a pride. But seeing their behaviour makes me want to throw up. Very very cocky towards other people. Don't they think that they are so damn excellent and the other people are lower from them?
Even my swedish friends and colleagues here are very very open to me, the very different look from them in many ways : skin, eyes, hair, height and languages. but these low quality people treat other people whom come from the same country with them with that attitude. I feel disgusted with their behavior indeed. The people whom I will be far far away with.
I met this beautiful friend in Stockholm.
The best part of it, is I am such a very introvert person, who can't get close easily to people. But I think I have a bigger circle and more open to new people recently, which leads me to find several beautiful friends.... :))
From all those things that happened to me, i can relate three things:
1. Life is not always beautiful.
I have been living in a dream this year. I get whatever I want , even better, then I realize that nobody has that privilege, not even me. I think at first my auntie was just so restless not to fight for her happiness, but when I experienced a difficulties, sometimes it is just happened. You cant do anything. The excitement of being an expatriate slowly decreases. Not because I am not happy with my job, but because my other part of life. It is hard to struggle alone, while you have the options of being a princess at home.
2.But you are allowed to decide which path you will walk.
My auntie has her own reason, her very own reason which make her be able to bear the pain until now and she thinks that it is worth the pain.
I have a great boss in my office, very thoughtful colleagues and I have met this one kind Swedish lady who is very amusing to talk with.
I met Biah in Stockholm, but I think she is really really adorable in many ways. I like her innocent. She is a doctor. I feel so comfortable to be close to her. a rare thing to happen to me.
Not but not least, my father and mother, for their unconditional love towards this naughty daughter.
With all those people in my life, I feel energized to wake up once again, face the problems and kick some ass again.
It is never how much money I have that could empower me, but these people are my biggest energy. and I thank you for that!
I decide to be awesome instead. I think asshole people are everywhere. not the people that we must kill, but we should have our own standard not to go down to their level. be awesome always! :)
3. Always choose happiness.
suffering is inevitable. but what can we do? if we have done the best we can do, then always pick ones that will give you the most happiness. there must be someone out there who will make you feel better.... there is always someplace on this earth where can give a feeling of home somewhere.... there must be! think again! Whatever, whoever, whenever it is...always choose happiness.
May all sentient beings be free from sufferings....
Mettachittena,
Yustine Hendrika
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