My first Hero ever

One of my favourite reality shows is The Return Of Superman, where all the Daddies should take care of their children without Mom..

This sunday, I had a very relaxing day just by doing laundry and watching it.

This time is the 100th episode.

I feels like I am following the kids grow week by week.

But this episode is epic, the closing scene is where all the kids called their "Appa" ( =Daddy) untill 100 times.

Suddenly I cried watching it. Yeah, I have my melancholic side too!

Of course I remember my very own Daddy who is in Lampung right now. Very far far away.

I remember how he has become my super hero during my life.

I always have my Daddy's back

Many times I felt like I want to give up, he is the very first my haven.

I can complain without the fear of being judged.... I can tell what is on my mind without feeling stupid afterwards..... He is the only one.

I remember there was a time when I wanted to give on something that seemed beyond my limit.

I felt the responsibility was beyond my limit, not even a senior could ever do that, but I was assigned to finish it. I thought they just wanted to see me failed. I told everything to my father....

He has certain ways to make me get up once again without I feel pressured....

I remembered, he sent me a text message like 3 or 4 years back when I was dealing the same thing with my college problems. 

He just said that, you can pass it, that time. surely this time you can do that also. Just do whatever you can do, just do it, do not think too much for the result, at least you have done your best, then everything will be okay.

I still remember how I feel energized afterwards...

I do what needed to be done,

And the result was beyond everyone's expectation...

I could finish it awesomely!

That time, when the project has gone live, my boss gave me a phone call from another city, just to ask me if everything was okay and he congratulated me.,,, Oh, i realized he never hated me, he trusted me!

When we finsihed the phone call, I felt like he didnt hang up the phone and I still could hear what he said to his colleagues about me... He bragged me so much in front of his colleagues... I went to the toilet, to wipe my happiness tears... :')

And beyond all of that success was my father's merit. He trusted me so much. He trusted me without condition, he believes in me. He is my hero, my very first hero that deserves all the credits.

Thank you, Pa.... Even until now, I am still your baby girl who is always spoilt by you....

May you always be healthy and we can share all the happiness together....