Living in The Present Happiness

Some of my friends sometimes asked me to why they never see anything about my love story on my facebook. First, is because I do not have anyone fixed one. Second, is I dont feel comfortable to post it even I have one. Why? I am not sure if he will like it or not, and Indonesian society is full of judgement. They will ask, who he is, what his job is, what his level of education is, uh.. tough! It makes me think sometimes, if I am on the right way or not.... I mean, I keep doing something, dating, having fun, but I would say, I am not sure about what happens for the long term. I think I dont have such lucky fate to be a housewife since I were young. to be married with some Indonesian rich family's son, who seems to has no idea on what he will do in the future with his father's business, getting birth and being a socialite and posting nice pictures at expensive restaurant. I think I will have to work even if my husband is so damn rich. Not for competition but bar...

I used to thinking that after graduating from school then I have to get a job for a living, there will be no more vacation for me.... Thank God I still have that luxury here... So I have three weeks vacation and I invited my parents to come to Sweden. I think it is important for them to know what kind of life I am having here. So with several hindrances, finally they could arrive safe and sound here. Started from the missing baggage in AMS, so that my mom was so worried that the food she brought special for me would be rotten.... until the improper visa for some of our trip. Wow, I think paying 50 million rupiahs for the travel company for Europe trip is still reasonable, because it was indeed lots of things to prepare! lots of travelling, nice view and good food with my parents. Compared to what they have done to me for whole my life, that was nothing incomparable. It reminds me of how grateful I am to have them in my life.... I know that in my society to live...