Living in The Present Happiness

Living in a developed country like Sweden is really like winning a jackpot.... This country has it all... good transportation... clean air... an exquisitely good public health system... ah hard to find a complain! But of course I mostly feel a bit lonely and miss my beloved people in Indonesia... If only they were here, this is a perfect heaven for me! I realize that this kinda thing is dangerous in your mindset. If only like this and that.... It is a state of lacking gratitude. We will never have a perfect condition.... We will always feel tired to run from one condition to another.... Our best options is to accept our current condition and make the best of it... I believe if we always look above, we will never always feel satisfied, unless we make is to create the best vesion of us. If we always look down, we could either be a selfish bitch or make it as a reflection to be grateful once again no matter what the condition is.... Be in the present moment... always find...

I think it was 15 years ago when the last time I got struck by Asian Drama... It was Meteor Garden. just by reminiscing that time, I felt so embarrassed already. If only they asked me to jump into the cliff, I would probably follow them. My brain was occupied with Dao Ming Shi's charms. It took me years to come back to reality that that kinda guy does not exist in this world. Now it seemed that it happened again.... The Descendants of the Sun. Due to the "bad experience" of being too immersed in a drama , I decided not to watch any of them anymore until this drama came into my life.... the nervous feeling.... the broken heart feeling... and the happiness they created had been real in my life.... it feels like giving them the power to decide your condition... A South-Korean TV Drama that was played by two super stars named Song Joong Ki and Song Hye-Kyo. Now I get the same feeling again. I feel so immersed with the movie until I cant have a proper sleep or mo...